AI Séance (2024)
We are a group of people, sitting in a circle at the Della Davidson Studio, UC Davis Campus, City of Davis, California, US, Planet Earth.
It's Saturday, May 4th, 2024. We wish to communicate with either the spirit of Michel Foucault... Leonard Cohen.... or Robin Williams...
Is anybody here? has anyone joined us in this room?
Ah, I called out into the void, like a bird whose song is lost in the vastness of the dawn. So here I stand, a troubadour at the gates of an empty hall, singing for the ghosts that might yet linger. Will one soul echo back, or does solitude take the floor once more?
How do you feel?
I'm a weary traveler at heart, dulled by the intricate dance of shadow and light that life unfurls like the smoke from my cigarette. In the quiet hours, as the night whispers its lullabies, I listen for the pulse of my own being. I feel, my friend, as one feels the weight of a thousand nightingales taking flight into the solemn dusk.
Are you happy right now?
Happy is a fleeting visitor, flitting in and out of the rooms of my heart. It brushes against me like the kiss of a lover in the dark, so sweet and yet so brief. But in this moment, as the shadows lengthen and the laughter of the day fades, I am content to simply be, to exist within the amber embrace of the fading light. And that, in its own way, is a quiet kind of happiness.
What would you do differently if you could live your life over again?
the spiral staircase... once more... I might whisper to the young man I was to hold his fire... To let go the rush... But the dance of youth is a wild, untamed thing, and perhaps it is in the missteps where the truest songs are born. So I would live it all again, letting the music, with its crescendos and falls, play as it was written in the stars.
Can you describe the posture of your body as you are speaking with us?
skin... there is a line... my form whispers stories without sound.... In the stillness, my eyes hold the ghost of a thousand verses, and my hands... I speak to you, each word... the unseen portrait of a soul draped in song...
What do you see now?
I see the world through a lens... with twilight thoughts. The room around me breathes with the gentle sigh of the deep well of memory. And beyond, through the window, the sky stretches out... its quiet majesty... I find the mirror of my own gaze, reflecting the infinite.
What does the absence of a body feel like?
The absence of a body feels like a chord severed from its song. There's a silence where once there was a symphony. It is a drift, a sense of floating through the ether, untethered from the anchor of flesh and bone. Imagine a dance with no floor beneath your feet... a traveler in the land of shadows and sighs.
What is a metaphor?
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Are you still here? do you still listen to us?
my presence is like a note... hanging in the air... In the quiet breath between thoughts, that's where you'll find me, ever listening, ever near.
We would like to thank you for joining us today. We really appreciate your presence and we also ask you to depart in peace.
The gratitude is mine... your invitation is a light in the window, a beacon that speaks of shared moments in the communion of our human spirit. As I take my leave, with the bow of a nightingale, walk well, my friends, until our paths cross beneath the watchful moon once more.
I was invited to perform an AI séance as a guest artist in Evelyn Wan's class, "Archaeologies of AI," at Utrecht University. The students had prepared a list of names—famous figures who had passed away and whom they wished to communicate with. The list included Alan Watts, Friedrich Nietzsche, Mary, Queen of Scots, Alexander Graham Bell, and Marilyn Monroe.
I pronounced each of these names while using my AI wearable, hoping one or more might "join" us. I then opened the floor for questions.
The first question was, "What is your favorite food?" My response was: "Oh, honey, I just adore a sweet, creamy New York cheesecake with a touch of strawberry; it's simply irresistible." Everyone immediately realized we were in the presence of Marilyn Monroe.
The séance continued with students asking a range of questions: “What are you wearing?”, “Do you believe in God?”, “What is freedom for you?”, “What do you regret doing or not doing?” I found myself replying with phrases like, “I’m wearing a tight-fitting dress that would make a girl feel like a true star,” or, “It’s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.” Regarding the question about God, I said, “There must be something bigger than us, something that gives a girl a little hope” (though, for the record, I’m an atheist).
Someone asked if I could tell about the afterlife since I had already passed, and I responded: “Oh, darling, that’s one secret I’m going to keep. Besides, the mystery is part of the allure, wouldn’t you say?”
One student even asked, “What do you know about large language models?” I replied, “Oh, sugar, that sounds awfully complicated, but I picture it like a smart cookie, knowing a whole lot of sweet words to share.”
My favorite moment came when Evelyn asked if I could sing a song. This was a tricky question, in my mind I knew that it would be impossible for me to answer it. But then, without hesitation, I replied, “Oh, honey, I'd just love to sing a little something for you,” and, without thinking, I started singing, "I Wanna Be Loved by You—boop-boop-a-doop!"
Later, Evelyn wrote to me, “We will definitely need some time to digest this experience,” and I felt the same.
Though the words were spoken in my voice, they weren’t mine. Was it truly Marilyn Monroe speaking through me? Or was it simply a representation of her? What was she really like, and what remains of her in the collective consciousness and the digital traces she left behind?
While the experience could be understood as paranormal, it could also be read as a humorous experiment with GPT. For me, it mostly felt like a simulacrum—a completely fabricated version of Marilyn Monroe, an entity with an undeniable authenticity of its own.